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My beloved Danielle left this comment on my myspace and I thought I would share it because I am very amused. Her boyfriend is a manager at Les Deux and she went there to celebrate her birthday the other night. I'll let her tell you the rest:

I wish you were here too!! Not only did you miss out on yummy pasta, raspberry kamikazi shots and champagne, but we also scoped out Ms. Spears...drunk, puking in the main room...and snorting some unidentified white powder. Seems that K-Fed just might have a chance at custody!! Lol. Come back!! You know you want to...:-)

What a sight that must've been.

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I took this test, sent to me by my high school English teacher. Tests like this sometimes surprise me, because I think they're silly but there's usually one answer that makes me stop and go, "yes." This time it was in response to "write one word that describes each of the following" and for sea I wrote sailing. According to the test this description implies my own life. Which is obviously exactly what I've been doing for the past year and a half.

One day I will put down anchor somewhere.

if those harbor lights had just been a half a mile inland
who knows what I would have done?

Know what's funny? It occurred to me today that I couldn't remember whether I had changed my location on my userpage when I moved from Purchase to LaLaLand. It took about 9 months to change on MySpace because I am stubborn and was scared and could not admit that I was actually here, even though I was, you know, actually here.

So I mosied on over there today, and lo and behold, I had not. At first I refused to, and then I just forgot with the constant misery and 80 hour weeks and really, my heart was in New York, and that's what this place is, right? I changed it now, now that my time left is marked clearly on two monthly calendars, now that I don't have to stay, now that every time someone asks how many weeks are left I smile and am giddy and say, "not many." Perhaps a little "only when you let go of everything can you achieve anything"?

Man. This place never even stood a chance, huh?

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I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves