i'm aware what the rules are

[helikedmyshoes]

Know what's funny? It occurred to me today that I couldn't remember whether I had changed my location on my userpage when I moved from Purchase to LaLaLand. It took about 9 months to change on MySpace because I am stubborn and was scared and could not admit that I was actually here, even though I was, you know, actually here.

So I mosied on over there today, and lo and behold, I had not. At first I refused to, and then I just forgot with the constant misery and 80 hour weeks and really, my heart was in New York, and that's what this place is, right? I changed it now, now that my time left is marked clearly on two monthly calendars, now that I don't have to stay, now that every time someone asks how many weeks are left I smile and am giddy and say, "not many." Perhaps a little "only when you let go of everything can you achieve anything"?

Man. This place never even stood a chance, huh?

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I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves