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[helikedmyshoes]

Man, I have a lot of clothes. I am currently going through my wardrobe to weed it out, in an admitted half-assed attempt at Spring Cleaning. I finally put together my new dresser for IKEA and instead of just filling it with clothes that will never get worn, I am going through everything I own. The Salvation Army is going to have a field day with all this.

I am also trying to finally be an adult and get rid of all the stuff I have from high school that I will never ever wear anymore because it just doesn't fit right. Man, some of the stuff I got away with wearing back then amazes me! It was all tits and ass even with the dress code we had to abide by. Oh, the good old days. Now when I dress slutty I have to make sure it does not result in me having muffin tops or showing off the backs of my thighs too much. Getting old sucks.

I have a coffee table! I finally feel like my apartment is done. Only took 2 years! I am debating whether or not I want to paint, especially in my bedroom. I need to get more of my photos printed and hung up, maybe then it will seem a little less bare. I'm on the lookout for funky pieces and stuff but I don't really know what kind of theme I want, y'know? So far it's just dance and a poster from home. Something to work on.

Also, I want a pole but I have nowhere to put it. I've wanted to take poledancing classes for FOREVER but they don't fit into my schedule because they're all on the weekends. Weekends do not work for me. My friend Jameela just bought one and now I realllllllllly want one. Sadly, there is really nowhere to put it as my living room is pretty crowded as is. I must meditate on it, I can make it work, I know it.

I spent the weekend in horrible pain thanks to cramps. At least that meant no babies, but when I say horrible, I mean I was literally up all night on Friday because I couldn't sleep. Clearly something is very wrong and I'm gonna have to go back to the doc. Looks like a D&C is more and more likely. Yikes. Not really into it but if it makes my period go back to normal, I'm in. You should see the stuff that was coming out of my body, it was like an ecological disaster. Not fun.

I need a new header. It will still be Kara and Lee because hello, OTP LOVE, but it's time for something new. Guess I should get Photoshop installed so I can play, huh?

Right. Back to work.

Comments

[shirleyujest.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear about your vajayjay problems, did your GYN inform you that the cramps from a D&C can be quite painful? Not always, and not for everyone, but in the interest of informed consent you should be aware of this possible consequence. At the very least you'll get some nifty pain meds to help you sleep through the worst of it. Make sure you have a reliable friend to take you home after the procedure and if possible, babysit you for awhile. (I know of which I speak - I've had my share of D&C's, given that I was pregnant 13 times and only have 4 children.)

[helikedmyshoes.livejournal.com]

Yeah I read up on it so I know it isn't pleasant, but believe me, my cramps have been horrible so I don't think it would be much worse. We'll see how this month goes, I hope it doesn't come to that but it's really not up to me, is it.

[shirleyujest.livejournal.com]

Well I'm thinking good thoughts for you either way.