too cool to care

Work is going well, but is very challenging. There are about a million things to know and remember and do all at the same time. I'm just trying to get the menu down! I finished my second day yesterday, I have four more to go, and I feel pretty confident that I'll be able to do my job and do it pretty well by the time I'm officially on the floor. Today I will spend the day studying, I REALLY need to get the menu down.

Monday night, after Adam's show, Anna and Julia came back with us and Anna and Adam played Edward 40-Hands and I drank a bottle of champagne and Julia concocted Mud Slides. It was nice and chill and fun, and then Morgan and her boyfriend and friend showed up and we played beer pong, during which I had the BEST SHOT EVER! I threw the ball and it spun around the rim of one of the cups and then went out and landed in the little crevice created by three cups when they're pressed together. That knocks out those three cups at once. cuttooth7 is the only person I've known to do this - it was pretty awesome.

Julia walked home, Adam and Anna had a long talk in the stairwell, and I entertained the rest by talked about how awesome Jenna Jameson is. Everyone cleared out around 1, which was perfect because I got a decent amount of sleep before work the next day. I tried to be all sexy but I just passed out. No sex for Serena that night. Oh well.

I am eating graham crackers and they are delicious.

I did not hate last night's VM as much as I thought, I just don't think it was very GOOD. It was comeptent but it seems like there's no heart anymore, there's no real reason to care.

Time to study.

tuna. rubber. a little blubber in my igloo.

I have not been outside all day.

The snow that is falling right now looks more like volcano ash. It is big and fat and lazy on the breeze.

edit: I just went outside to throw out the garbage, and the snow seems to be hanging suspended in the air before it starts moving back up into the sky. Yes, the snow is going the opposite way it normally does. And there's no wind to speak of. Weird. (I am just obsessed with snow lately, aren't I? What gives?)

My head is so full of food and wine I think it might explode.

TEAM LOGAN. (I'm just practicing.)

I miss Tori. I haven't been spending as much time with her as usual. Maybe that's why I feel weird.

Adam and I have started watching Heroes. We're only 1 and a half episodes in (we fell asleep halfway through 1.02) but already I am loving it. I don't want to kill JessMilo Ventimiglia, which a strange new feeling. Even though he did beat out my friend Louis for the part of Rocky's son in Rocky Balboa. It has sucked me right in, I'm in for the ride with this one. Friday Night Lights is next, after we get caught up on House S3, though Adam has already informed me he wants no part in FNL because he is lame.

I really need TiVo.

Sometims I really need to be an adult about things. I think this is one of those times. (<-- not about TEAM LOGAN. which must be in caps. about life stuff concerning other people and other feelings.)


i knew you pigtails and all
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