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I was stuck behind a jeep with Connecticut plates on my way up Fairfax tonight, and when I got close enough I saw there was a Purchase College sticker on the rear window.

I love when things like that happen. It makes me feel...I don't know. Like I'm not alone? Like the universe is winking at me, maybe.

I was adamant about finishing packing tonight. Also about going to the gym. I suck.

all of last year's blooms have gone and died - time doesn't give a reason

There's a night life falling down on me
I just feel like a change

Beneath the sun in the summer
a sea of flowers won't bloom without the rain

But, oh, this desert life
This high life
Here at the dying end of the day


I fucking love this song something fierce. This album always reminds me of fall. This morning I heard the wind blowing softly through the trees outside my window, and it sounded like the way the fall wind blows, and it felt like fall, and it made me warm and achy and quiet.

I am excited to spend fall in a place where the leaves change and crunch under my feet and the air gets colder and everything gets quiet, waiting with bated breath for the first snowflake. I am excited to drink hot tea on a cold morning and look out the window and feel small and silent and at peace.

here at the dying end of the day...

It's my last day at Rusty's. I can't believe it's finally here.

You know how you can plan and prepare and wish for something for months, and then when it finally comes you're still shocked and nervous and excited? That's what the past week has been for me. I just - I've loved working at this place, I adore the people I work with, I've learned so much. Saying goodbye is going to be really really hard. Thankfully that's not until Monday, when I go for the last time to get drunk and listen to bad karaoke and if they get me drunk enough I'm going to sing Go Your Own Way by Fleetwood Mac because I firmly believe that we are all free to.

Randomly...when does VM premiere online?

but oh, this desert life
this high life