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helikedmyshoes) wrote2008-05-20 11:19 pm
helikedmyshoes) wrote2008-05-20 11:19 pm
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Adam and I just talked. I feel better and worse. It's hard, standing in the wreckage. It's hard to pick through, we are both at fault here and I really hope that we can find that middle ground.
Seeing him, actually seeing how this has torn him apart, has really humbled me. I hurt him too. I am so vindictive sometimes and I just do things to hurt him and I really need to stop. We both have work to do.
Tonight is the last night of this distraction. Tomorrow it's back to the real world.
Seeing him, actually seeing how this has torn him apart, has really humbled me. I hurt him too. I am so vindictive sometimes and I just do things to hurt him and I really need to stop. We both have work to do.
Tonight is the last night of this distraction. Tomorrow it's back to the real world.