helikedmyshoes: (bsg + nothing but the rain)
I feel like a face in a photograph, eternally trapped in one expression.
helikedmyshoes: (bsg + k/l + watch over me)

I am tired of being defined by the way I feel for one person.

I am more than what I mean to that one person.

I know my friends just love me and want me to be happy, but my life is not only that; my happiness is not only that. I wish people would realize that yes, I am a smart person and I've got both eyes wide open. I'll be okay.

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4 years ago today, someone very close to me died. It feels like a million years ago. She helped raise me, and is so dear to my heart, and I miss her. I hope one day I get to see her again.

I feel quiet, and small, and full of grace.

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helikedmyshoes: (tori + i can be cruel)
I make it so hard for people to love me.
helikedmyshoes: (bsg + lee + a boy into a man)
I don't care and it doesn't matter.




I feel like the life is slowly draining out of me and there's nothing I can do.
helikedmyshoes: (bsg + starbuck + third star to the right)
Man, lately it feels like I just can't do anything right. No matter what I do, people get hurt by me and/or my actions. I really hate it.
helikedmyshoes: (tori + shame cause i was alone)
Kittens still peeing on things.

Weird mood all week.

Too much work and not enough play makes Serena a dull girl.

Cuddles needed.

Writing waiting in the wings.

Retail therapy is good for the soul.

Apartment is messy :: Life is messy.

Tori tickets for Nov 5 and 6.

Sweeney Todd and Iron Man trailers.

Johnny Depp singing gets me wet.




When we were young.
helikedmyshoes: (coupling + stop playing resevoir dogs)
Everyone keeps telling me my hair looks like a wig, so I can act and it isn't lying, just pretend.

Or maybe I'm just letting another Serena come out to play. Whoever she is, she feels like a stranger.
helikedmyshoes: (misc + signs + post no bills)
End of the rope? I reached you already?
helikedmyshoes: (b/a + why she had to go)
It's my last day at Rusty's. I can't believe it's finally here.

You know how you can plan and prepare and wish for something for months, and then when it finally comes you're still shocked and nervous and excited? That's what the past week has been for me. I just - I've loved working at this place, I adore the people I work with, I've learned so much. Saying goodbye is going to be really really hard. Thankfully that's not until Monday, when I go for the last time to get drunk and listen to bad karaoke and if they get me drunk enough I'm going to sing Go Your Own Way by Fleetwood Mac because I firmly believe that we are all free to.

Randomly...when does VM premiere online?

but oh, this desert life
this high life

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